Sunday, October 08, 2006

Apathy

Enjoy yourself down there buddy, it looks like a comprehensive set of education.

You know what? I really, honestly, and sincerely don't care about any of this anymore.

I just don't.

There's a part of me that feels guilty about that ... that I should somehow find the reserve within my heart to think this stuff really matters. But I just can't find it.

Sigh ... I will give my three presentations and do the best I can. But I can't pretend to be excited about much of this anymore.

I wonder what others do when they hit this spot? Find other sources of drive and meaning? Endure silently?

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